I Simply Can´t Get Sufficient – HG Tudor – Understanding The Narcissist


 

 

Alex slid into the sales space throughout from Ben, his eyes extensive and glassy, like he’d simply gained the lottery. The espresso store was half-empty, the patter of rain towards the home windows offering a muffled backdrop. Ben, nursing a black espresso, regarded up from his cellphone with a raised eyebrow.

“Man, Ben, you don’t have any thought,” Alex began, barely pausing to order an espresso from the passing waiter. “I’ve met the one. Sophia. She’s… she’s unimaginable. I imply, out of this world. We’ve been collectively for like three weeks now, and it’s continuous. Continuous every part.”

Ben chuckled softly, setting his cellphone down. “Sounds intense. What’s her deal?”

Alex leaned ahead, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial whisper, although his pleasure made it carry. “Her deal? Dude, her intercourse drive is insane. Like, I’ve by no means skilled something prefer it. We met at that bar downtown, keep in mind the one I advised you about? She was there with some buddies, carrying this tight pink costume that hugged each curve. Her hair’s this cascade of darkish waves, and her eyes—inexperienced, piercing, like they see proper by you. From the second we locked eyes, it was electrical. We talked for hours, however truthfully, it was the chemistry. Pure fireplace.”

Ben nodded, sipping his espresso. “Yeah? What occurred subsequent?”

“We went again to her place that evening. It was mind-blowing. She didn’t maintain again. We began on the sofa, garments flying in all places, and he or she was throughout me. Passionate, hungry. Like she couldn’t get sufficient. We did it 3 times that first evening—three! Every time higher than the final. Her pores and skin is so tender, and the way in which she strikes… it’s like she’s made for it. She’s obtained this power, this lust that’s simply addictive. I awakened the following morning considering it was a one-off, however nope. She pulled me again into mattress earlier than I may even take into consideration leaving. Morning intercourse, afternoon intercourse—we barely made it out of the condo.”

Ben’s eyes widened a bit. “Whoa, sounds such as you’re hooked.”

“Hooked? I’m obsessed, man. Fully taken in. Her attractiveness isn’t simply bodily, although that’s an enormous half. She’s obtained this confidence, this uncooked sexuality that pulls you in. Excessive cheekbones, full lips that she bites when she’s teasing me. And her physique—curvy in all the suitable locations, toned from yoga or no matter she does. However it’s her urge for food that seals it. She’s all the time prepared, all the time initiating. Final weekend, we deliberate to go climbing, however we ended up staying in. She woke me up at daybreak together with her fingers in all places, whispering how a lot she needed me. We went at it for hours—gradual at first, increase, then frantic, sweaty, mind-numbing. I misplaced observe of time. By night, we have been exhausted however she nonetheless needed extra. Repeatedly, Ben. It’s like she feeds off it, and now I do too.”

Ben leaned again, a small smile enjoying on his lips. “Rattling. That’s… quite a bit.”

Alex waved his fingers animatedly, his espresso untouched and cooling. “Loads? It’s every part. I’ve skipped work twice already due to her. Keep in mind that huge assembly on Tuesday? The one with the purchasers from out of city? I known as in sick. Stated I had a migraine. Fact is, Sophia texted me that morning saying she was house alone and craving me. How may I say no? We spent the entire day in mattress—intercourse, naps, extra intercourse. She has this fashion of taking a look at me, like I’m the one factor that issues, and her lust simply pulls me beneath. We experimented with positions I’d solely dreamed about. Her on prime, driving me like a wave, her moans echoing off the partitions. It’s intoxicating. I really feel alive, Ben. Greater than ever.”

Ben stirred his espresso. “Skipped work? That’s not such as you, Alex. You’re often Mr. Dependable.”

“I do know, I do know. However she’s value it. Her excessive libido matches mine—no, it surpasses it. She’s insatiable. Wednesday evening, after an extended day, I believed I’d crash early. However she confirmed up at my door in lingerie beneath her coat. Black lace, sheer sufficient to drive me wild. We didn’t even make it to the bed room. Proper there within the hallway, up towards the wall. Laborious, quick, then gradual and teasing. She is aware of precisely easy methods to contact me, easy methods to make it final. And after? We did it once more within the bathe, water cascading over us, her physique slick and urgent towards mine. Repeatedly, till I used to be spent. However even then, she cuddled up, whispering about spherical three. I’m infatuated, man. Fully.”

Ben nodded slowly. “Feels like paradise. However what about your loved ones? Weren’t you supposed to go to your people final weekend?”

Alex’s face flushed just a little, however he powered by. “Yeah, about that. I bailed. Advised them I had a piece emergency. Fact is, Sophia needed to spend the day collectively. We drove out to her cabin—wait, did I point out she has a cabin within the woods? Secluded, good. We obtained there, and it was like a swap flipped. Garments off, on the rug by the fireside. Her attractiveness in that pure mild—flawless pores and skin, these curves glowing. Her lust took over; she pinned me down, taking management. We went at it for what felt like without end— missionary, doggy, every part. Typically, Ben. Like each couple hours. In between, we’d eat, speak a bit, nevertheless it all the time circled again to intercourse. Thoughts-blowing every time. I couldn’t tear myself away to see my household. They perceive, proper? It’s new love.”

Ben raised an eyebrow. “Do they? Your mother’s been texting me, asking when you’re okay.”

Alex shrugged, undeterred. “I’ll make it as much as them. However Sophia… she’s obtained me wrapped round her finger. Her sexual urge for food is unreal. Thursday, I turned down poker evening with the fellows. You keep in mind, the one we’ve had each month for years? I stated I used to be drained. Lie. Sophia known as, stated she was feeling frisky. I rushed over. We began gradual—kissing, touching, constructing the strain. Then it exploded. She has this stamina; we did it 4 occasions that evening. 4! Every yet one more intense. Her moans, the way in which she claws at my again—it’s pure lust. I’m fully taken in. Her inexperienced eyes lock on mine throughout, like she’s devouring my soul. And her physique… God, her breasts, her hips grinding towards me. It’s addictive. I can’t cease serious about it.”

Ben interjected mildly. “Poker evening? Come on, man. We missed you.”

“I do know, sorry. However you’d perceive when you met her. Friday, I skipped lunch with my sister. She’s on the town for the week, however Sophia texted a photograph—her in mattress, sheets barely protecting her. How may I resist? We met at a resort for discretion. Afternoon delight changed into night ecstasy. She was wild—tying my fingers together with her scarf, teasing me till I begged. Then launch, time and again. Repeatedly. Her excessive libido fuels mine; I really feel like a teen once more. Infatuated doesn’t cowl it. She’s all I would like.”

Ben sipped his espresso, listening patiently. “Resort? Fancy.”

“Value each penny. Saturday, I blew off the household barbecue. Dad’s turning 60, huge deal, however Sophia deliberate a ‘shock.’ We stayed in, role-playing. She was the seductress, me the helpless sufferer. Hours of buildup—touching, licking, exploring each inch. Then the primary occasion: intercourse that shook the mattress. Typically, Ben. Like she by no means tires. Her attractiveness amplifies it—these full lips wrapped round me, her tongue magic. Lust pours from her; it’s contagious. I turned down everybody to be together with her. Pals calling? Ignored. Household texts? Postponed. She’s my world now.”

Ben lastly spoke up a bit extra. “Alex, decelerate. This sounds nice, however are you okay? You’re ditching every part.”

Alex paused for a second, then laughed it off. “Okay? I’m higher than okay. Sunday, we lounged all day. Began with morning intercourse—lazy, intimate. Then once more after breakfast. Her physique towards mine, heat and alluring. By lunch, spherical three. She’s so responsive; each contact elicits a puff, a plea for extra. We tried new issues: toys she introduced, positions from some app. Thoughts-blowing. I skipped brunch with you guys as a result of… properly, you realize. Her lust has me hooked. Fully taken in. I dream about her curves, her scent, the way in which she arches her again.”

Ben tilted his head. “Brunch too? Harsh.”

“I’ll reschedule. However Monday—oh man. I known as in sick once more. Sophia stated she wanted me. We spent the day exploring fantasies. She dressed up as a nurse, ‘therapeutic’ me together with her physique. Gradual builds to explosive climaxes. Repeatedly. Her attractiveness shines in these moments—sweat-glistened pores and skin, hair tousled, eyes wild with want.”

Ben leaned in.

” Tuesday evening, after work—barely made it by the day serious about her—we met at her place. She greeted me bare. Instantaneous ignition. Intercourse on the kitchen counter, then the sofa, then mattress. Lust like a storm. I’m misplaced in it.”

Because the dialog stretched on, Alex stored pouring out particulars—how Sophia’s contact electrified him, her moans symphony-like, her physique a masterpiece. He described skipping a cousin’s wedding ceremony rehearsal (“Sophia needed a romantic evening in—candles, oils, limitless ardour”), turning down a highway journey with previous faculty buddies (“Her textual content: ‘Come over, I want you now.’ How may I not? We went 5 rounds that day”), and even ignoring his greatest buddy’s birthday name (“I used to be mid-thrust; her legs wrapped round me, pulling me deeper”).

Ben listened, his responses rising scarcer: “Uh-huh,” “Sounds wild,” “Watch out.” However Alex was unstoppable, portray vivid footage of Sophia’s attract—her sultry voice whispering soiled guarantees, her fingers tracing his pores and skin, her insatiable starvation resulting in marathon periods that left him blissfully drained.

By now, the rain had eased, however Alex confirmed no indicators of stopping. He detailed Thursday’s escapade—ditching a piece joyful hour for a quickie that changed into an all-nighter. “Her curves urgent into me, her breath sizzling on my neck. We did it in each room. Typically. I can’t get sufficient.”

Friday: Blew off a household film evening. “Sophia despatched a nude. Instantaneous resolution. Hours of teasing foreplay resulting in explosive intercourse. Her eyes, her contact—infatuation at its peak.”

Saturday: Turned down volunteering with buddies. “Sophia’s cabin once more. Nude climbing changed into outside ardour—towards a tree, on the grass. Her lust in nature? Primal. Thoughts-blowing.”

Sunday: Ignored a sibling’s plea for assist transferring. “Sophia wanted me extra. Lazy day turned erotic marathon. Repeatedly. Her physique, her urge for food—I’m enslaved.”

Because the espresso store lights dimmed for closing, Alex lastly wound down, although his eyes nonetheless sparkled. “See what I imply, Ben? She’s every part. I’ve reshaped my life round her. Work, buddies, household—secondary. Her sexual urge for food has me hooked. Fully taken in.”

Ben stood, patting Alex’s shoulder. “Simply… don’t lose your self completely, okay?”

However Alex was already texting Sophia, already misplaced.

Infatuation? Emotional considering? Ensnarement?

 

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