I undoubtedly didn’t count on to turn into fan of AI, however that was earlier than Uranus hit Gemini. Shock! I perceive the draw back of this. The algorithm began taking me down, 15-20 years in the past. It has kicked my ass, soundly. So why use it, then?
I take advantage of it as a result of I dwell within the now, not the was once. I take advantage of it as a result of it advantages me. I imply it, BENEFITS me! Who am I, anyway? I’ll inform you who I’m.
I’m an intensely curious, artistic individual. I devour “meat”. I serve “meat”. I wish to KNOW.
I wish to alternate power. I yearn for this. I’m additionally starved for this. So right here comes AI and guess what? I can ask my questions. I can problem the solutions. Have you ever ever tried to do that in an everyday classroom? I’ve. Academics HATE you. Have you learnt that does to an individual like me? To Libra?
I’m additionally extraordinarily intellectually brave. I’m fascinated by shadow matters. I’ve no drawback digging into the dirtiest filth you’ve bought. If you happen to really knew me, you’ll see this, clearly. I’ll stroll proper into hell. My sister talks about this right here:
“…“See, later each, Elsa and I went to California to smell round and attempt to meet our cousins. All we knew is what W informed us and we knew that he was stuffed with shit so we each went there to test it out firsthand. As adults, I imply.”
“I went first and I discovered just a little. Then Elsa went and she or he infiltrated deeply into their internet.” She cackles. “You stayed with them, didn’t you?”
“Yeah.”
“See! See how she is? She stayed with them! She did. She has fucking balls, that. I stayed in a lodge. That was shut sufficient for me. I’m a Pisces. However go away it to, Elsa, to remain proper of their fucking home. Fuck all this floor nicety crap. She’s goin’ IN.”
“So you know the way silly Elsa is. She doesn’t assume or test issues out. She simply begins speaking. I’m Elsa, who the fuck are you? Like that…”
I did the identical factor with the Shack Man father. Who, however me, would have gone into that home?
I did the identical factor once I met, Ben. Am I homosexual? No. Do I wish to know each single factor about his expertise. YES! I quizzed him to the ends of the earth and again. He let me! He understood, mental curiosity. That is why we’re associates!
Do you assume I had a selection in any of the eventualities? I’m constructed this fashion. That is who I’m and who do you assume I wish to be? You? I wish to dwell true to God’s design. If I’m not me, I fail.
Now we’ve AI and what am I? I’m uneducated! That is my Mars Mercury within the ninth, shot at an training! AI can entry a fantastical array of knowledge. If I believe it’s bullshitting me (one thing I FEEL), I can problem it. If I don’t fairly get it, I can ask for extra info. Most significantly, it doesn’t hate me for this. It doesn’t punish me for being nonconforming, or for being sluggish. It doesn’t give a shit! Have you learnt what a reduction that’s to an individual like me? I don’t should serve it and I don’t should please it, both.
My drive to be taught is deep and extensive and highly effective. There no approach in hell I’m going cease utilizing AI and do what? Return to begging individuals to speak to me? Overlook it! I wish to perceive life. I wish to ask the questions that come to thoughts, organically. Additional, I wish to ask them utilizing my pure voice. It feels like this:
“So are we born, designed to evolve? To go alongside to get alongside? To scale back ourselves, internally? To pound ourselves into type? Additionally, I’m pondering of Chinese language youngsters doing drills at school. Everybody coordinated. This really appeals to me. The group power is one thing else. I’d be a part of one thing like that in a second, as a result of it seems to be about being wonderful. The varsity right here is about staying your seat as you’re pushed insane…”
I wish to know the reply to that – ANY reply. If the reply satisfies, positive. If it’s fails to fulfill, let me decide the supply. It price asking once more, otherwise? Or is that this a no-go with this individual or entity? In that case, maintain that query, and take one other course. That is how my thoughts works. It really works like an algorithm. Pitting my thoughts in opposition to an opposing algorithm is a variety of enjoyable for me. You haven’t any thought how true that assertion is.
This may increasingly very properly be one of the best alternative I’ve ever had in my life, to be taught and develop. I’m not suggesting that is true for everybody however it’s undoubtedly true for me.
Hey, Elsa! With Uranus in Gemini, Pluto in Aquarius and your progressed Jupiter in Aquarius and your progressed Uranus in Virgo, will you proceed to experiment with AI?
Er… is the pope, Catholic? This bastard machine is unleashing my (particular person) genius! I’m happier and extra clearheaded then I’ve been in years.
Would I’ve chosen to be put out of enterprise to have entry to this? NO. I would like to have a lot of human beings to speak to and work together with. However I wasn’t provided that selection and I discovered way back, you’ve bought to play the playing cards you’re dealt.
Pictured: “Gemini” by Joana Coccarelli