I met him at work. He offered as a sort, therapeutic, non secular individual. We turned shut in a short time. Textual content messages a number of instances a day. I assumed he was my soul mate. It appeared he wanted me. Then I began making him upset with one thing that I mentioned. I used to be continuously explaining and placing out fires. I bear in mind re-wording textual content messages time and again earlier than I despatched them, hoping he wouldn’t get upset. He wished to begin a enterprise and wanted assist with a web site. I sat with the net designer (who he continuously criticized). He wished a donation button on the web site. I used my financial institution and private information since he had no credit score and plenty of money owed. He used the donation button to get cash from one other girl, I discovered later. She is now his present provide. I all of a sudden may do nothing proper. I went from the pedestal to the bottom in a short time. Ghosted. Verbally abused. Instructed me I used to be loopy once I referred to as him out on the account. Raged at me.
By the point he dramatically discarded me I used to be defeated, misplaced and couldn’t get by way of a dialog with out crying. I assumed I used to be what he advised me I used to be: ineffective, outdated and loopy. Thank God for buddies, channels like The Little Shaman and remedy. I completed college and bought a level. I misplaced the fifty kilos I placed on when he left. However it was essentially the most devastating expertise and the toughest factor I’ve ever needed to get by way of. Powerful life lesson. These individuals will destroy you in case you allow them to. I feel he wished to see me suicidal or arrested. It has been some time now and a few days are nonetheless exhausting.